Dear papa

 Papa, i am scared to lose you when i grow old and sometimes i wish i could stay small with you forever but this is not what god had written for us. I know it hurts to see other siblings of mine getting far away but you see i am still here for you. I will provide you with everything i can and give you the best i can when i grow up. I swear you that i will not fail to keep that smile on your face which glitters more than the stars in the sky.  You will appreciate me when you see me grow old and do something for you......

Just wait a little bit papa and i will make sure to make you proud to have a child like me....

I am hurt

 Now, the feelings for him are scattering,

Even the birds are not chirping.

When I look at his dear darling,

I can't compare nor I am daring.

I don't know why but the feelings are fading away in a dramatic way. I loved him so hard and now I gave up even before I convinced my feelings to him. Maybe I knew that he was going to reject me, or I knew that I am not capable to be his. 

Still, I will keep this spirit up because it doesn't pull me back from anything and I am okay with it. Fate has decided it for me, and I have no option to ignore it. I am confident that this departure will make me a better and stronger me.